miracle

so strange that even after having two kids i find it hard to believe that i have actually had two kids. as i was rocking cole tonight thinking about how fast two and a half months have gone by and how he is so big, i looked over at ben who is two and a half years old and it has gone by even faster. how are both of these little people are mine? they are part of me. i helped to create their bodies and gave them life. even after carrying them and giving birth to them it is still miraculous that we as humans, especially as women, have that power, that gift. all i can think is how did i get so lucky? they may push me to a limit i didn't know was possible, but at the end of every day i am so so grateful for the opportunity to be their mom. i hope they can grow up knowing how much i adore them and that they have made me a better, stronger person than i ever would have been without them.